I feel depressed and like total shit. Way too much bullshit going on in my life right now. I need to force myself off the Internet for a bit to really tackle this big pile of shit. It feels like seeing your perfectly organised and ordered life slowly crumbling down. Leaving threads work quite nicely to at least give me a bit of a push.

I'll be back in full force once the summer vacation is in full force, so sometime mid-June.

Take care everyone.

...he aint coming back

I want to know why Edman feels like shit. You keep everything bottled up and to yourself, you won't let anyone in to care for you and comfort you in your time of need.

just his way Simon. he'll be back
luck be with ya lad

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I desire the blood of a thousand virgins spilt so that i may walk the earth again.

Its really gonna suck without you.

Hope you get everything sorted.

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mj = my idol

Poor Ed Get better, and try and get everything back in order.

Had a long talk with my sister, feeling a lot better. I could literally feel the reason-based part of me slowly destroying the emotional-me. But I think a little break from the Internets would still serve me well.

This is a faze and you will get over it in time, just crank the Megadeth and you'll forget all about the current (temporary) stress.

Edit - It's probably something to do with uni right?

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pixilate

I reckon a woman's involved, Edman kicks arse in all his subjects...all but the class of luuuurve.

It's more of a bit of a depression about the sad state of my social life. I seem to have a lot of "friends", as in people I know - I seem to be really bloody popular, but no reaaaal friends. I just sort of realised that.


Wheeee.... addiction to the Internet isn't doing me any good


Women are involved (notice the plural ), but I've never given much of a shit about women anyway. I'm not very likely to find someone I'd stick with at this point, so I just don't care too much either way.

Bah, gotta stick to my "analyse situation - find the problem - solve the problem" tactic.